Looking back at the older posts just make me feel... Maybe.
I have abandon this blog for quite a long time I guess for my studying (I dont really study) and are currently waiting for my SPM results to be reveal on March (I'm actually really scared of getting poor results, fuck it)

Anyway, today I went for movie with 3 awesome KRS friendsss and we watched Pompeii.
We made so much noise during the movie and kept expecting the two main characters to kiss and the volcanic eruption going on behind them... I guess people at back would hate us cause we even put our feet on the chair infront (the cinema is really NOT crowded ) infront of us there's no one and behind us a few row got a few people. 

Movie times with friends are great fun. The movie is not a comedy but we could make fun of it and laugh a little too loud and distract other people. The last one is not polite but there are so few people in the cinema so we don't care I guess.

Husky are so cute. Especially the puppies.

Hmm... So I got a plan.

In the case to improve my writing (in english of course, because it sucks a little too much) for the sake of my results of mid-term exam (or SPM) , I decided to blog every often I could. But I guess it wouldn't last long. =/

I love flash mob a lot. =D

Finally here I am, renewing my blog. =D (how rare is that!)

Anyway, I am just ignoring the truth that I MUST study right now, because I'm having a freaking chemistry and physics and ADD MATHS exam next week.
But, what I'm thinking now, F*ck that shit. It's not SPM anyway.

I am gonna be so dead when the results come out. =/

Exams are hateful. For me. The first time.
Didnt know why I care so much this time.

What have I done in this holiday: (well it haven finish but its almost there)
- shop for ir dress (did found one)
- hang out with friends including the one that came back from Singapore
- uh...krs thing?

About the IR-dress-searching.....
I found a red dress and I try it on and it suits me and I just didnt buy it. Well I'm shopping for IR and because of the freaking principal is going so I cant really buy that dress that show a little bit a front and almost half back.
I'm actually talking crap. Ignore the above if u dun understand. Ish.
So for the conclusion, I DID bought a dress.... dun be confuse with the crap above. All black and I think it doesnt break the freaking IR dress rule. Hm.

And.... yesterday I went to Mid Valley.
Nothing much to say....Um we watched woman in black. Jeez. First experience watching horror movie in cinema.

This post is boring. I know.

Wanna have one pair of this.

I'm so dead.

So I got one day of holiday in between school days.

Only several weeks being form 4 and feel like I've been for a long time... Guess its tough.
Doing add maths always let me goes Wtf.

Ow...kay. I didnt mean that.

Talk about my friends. I'm in the same class with sot n gay(not that gay) which is Thai & Choo!!! And I did not forget the two pretties Carmen & Chiayee. Double C lol.

Okay thats not the point. 

Me n sot n gay somehow talk about macaroons at pj class.

Now thats the point. MACAROONS~~~~

I wanna eat it.

We talked about how D made the macaroons and talk a lot bout it. I think she's not reading my blog. ( I wish) Lol.

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I want a converse. Red.
And then put a rabbit in it and take photos. Just kidding.

Yumi =D

Dunno why I put this.

Being a senior is not so great...maybe.

I'm old. Seniors are old. No offense. I dunno why I'm here.

I like kitty.

Really nothing to write about form 4.

I miss my form 3 life. Not so much stress. (though I am not really stress now)

Waking early is not my thing. One of the reasons I hate school.

Except I can see my friend at school, school is completely useless to me. 

Some of my teacher speak funny. No offense but their English just kinda in Malay accent and sound weird because they talk real fast and it eventually went like : 

"sothisistheblahblahvalu...classcanuunderstan..amitofas??"

And then we all are speechless....some people said no because we know if we let her repeat also it will be the same.

Thank god I has tuition...but not for modern maths. Shit.

Form 4 sucks, but Form 5 sucks much more than form 4?

Happy 2012 peepss!!!

Spent new year's eve with GG ( Amelia, Karen, Antonia, Sabrina )
Love u girls!! Lolx
We went to watch The Darkest Hour with an uncle...( he seriously look like a uncle after he had his haircut )  then we 6 people ( two couple, two crazy, two normal-talk-a-lot ) walked to I-forgot-what-name-restaurant   and had our dinner. =) Took some pictures at Amelia's ipod. ( I used it like it was mine lol )

Actually I feel nothing about 2012. It's just 2011 + 1 ... Matters of number. Life still have to go on. I think I'll be happy if I dun have to go back to school. Meh.

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Btw found out a hot guy...

Hmm.... and then turn out to....

o.o. HOT!!!

Puberty... Why dun u change me like that... 

LOL I'm crazy.      

Sometimes I think I'm living as air. Although I hate it, but I always will be ignore by some people. Like seriously peoples are having conversation in group or what, sometimes I just hang there and being invisible.

Only the last two line is for me. =)

I'm in SERIOUS negative mood.

I may not talk about this before... But the only person can make me go mad angry is my mum. I am not a good daughter I know.She is super annoying. But..! Now I realized she had her upgrade version...That is my grandma. Okay! I know I am not also a good granddaughter. Who cares btw?

So she came to my house, and decided to stay here for like few days. This is one of my... thing ( I forgot the word ) I think someone knows it. I hate sharing bed. And I have to share bed now. UGH.

Watching / Hearing them gossiping will make you have strong desire to hit someone or f***ing burn the house up.  Serious.

Anyway, I just update my blog with all negative mood. Know thats not good.

I had no idea why my back muscle sore since I woke up this morning. Ugh.

Its almost half December is passed... Like I'm gonna say it again : WHY DID TIME FLIES SO FAST?
Actually next year would not be a good year for me (i think so), because I chose science stream!! That has 3 subjects of science ( urgh physics ) and every paper have paper 2. Some even has paper 3. (WTH?!)

Btw, we(the pmr sitters)gonna take our results on next thursday! Which is the same day we celebrate 'dong zhi' where we eat tang yuan and grow one age(chinese age = =)... Hmm jpm sure know how to ruin some good mood.

Ya gonna be like that? Hope not.

The bunny is cute. Meh.

I'm really bored.

This is a no-transport-day so I'm force to absent my ballet class and sit in front of the computer, try to figure out how can I get my to do list check.
Okay...lets see.

1. Blog
 Doing it now.

2. Watch any unfinished anime/movie.
I'm rewatching it = =

3. Lose weight.
Just ignore it.

4. Go movie with friends.
Unfortunately for me, no friends are free....maybe gonna watch with my mum

5. Write some story.
Cheese..... I mean Cis! no inspiration.

Feel like going out.... But this whole week is the NO TRANSPORT WEEK!!! Damn. I know this post is boring.

PS: My to-do-list had 24 options, not just only 5 but I guess no one would like to know every of it. =)

OMG ITS DECEMBER!!!!

Why the hell did time pass like so freaking fast?? 

My mind still stuck at November and feeling like its only the beginning of holiday. 

Uhh.

Okay so its December....which means three things

1. Its one month before we get back to school... to poop-ing form 4!!!!(and maybe 10+ subjects to study)

2. I'm still wasting my life doing nothing all these days...probably will waste it till next year

3. My freaking concert is coming REALLY SOON. And I don't really know every dance well...

I dunno what to say.

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(Here's some pictures to replace my blankness)

I really need to get my list done. At least a few.

I HAD NOTHING TO WRITE.

Ugh. Okay..... So I am writing with my totally-blank-brain because I saw people updating their blog that reminds me my to-do-list-of-holiday (everything is not check) which I just made out of fun because I'm spending my life with lots of crap (which im still doing) without planning something to do.

I'm predicting I can't really get everything on it done.... I always does on my every to-do-list.

Maybe its also because of I always got some ridiculous idea that I can't done it in really life...( just done it in imagination huh...btw my imagination is really great...not a thing to proud of) 

Maybe I am. =)

I wonder whats wrong with my brain, or my memory. I cant really remember things like I could before.

I just forgot what I wanna blog. = =

Nevermind, I'll just think another thing to blog about.

*Thinking......*

Okay I got one. 

To all those not-anime-lover, you might get bored with this post. (i alrdy given warning kay...)

I just recently got back to watch BLEACH, which I left 10 something episode unwatched while PMR.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG........

I'm just a bleach freak. Can ignore me if u want to.

Just love the latest ending song of it. =)

Those who are anti-anime ( i guess non of my friend is it huh) or u feel like leaving just leave this. =D

Because of my super boring holiday... I decided to blog everyday!!!

Remember not to check out my blog everyday because I might be lying. =D

I'm going to dance k-pop in my ballet concert part II !!! Prepare something to block ur eyes if u dun wanna see my very-weird-dancing. I maybe look weird to those never see I dance kpop... I looked weird to myself too.

Uh... nothing to say. 

WARNING : DO NOT LOOK FORWARD TO MY DANCE. reason : i dunno why.

Remember I'd wrote I be easily in an emo mood at night? well guess really no one read my blog, so I remember it myself =D

I was looking through the traffic of my blog and found out that I really had VERY LESS visitors and I just somehow saw this post titled : 啊~！！！ written on May 23 ,2010 that had 6 pageviews.

And when I saw that, I was like ' wth is this title...its so stupid...hahahhahahaha' ( stupid people create stupid post..or post title)

I know this is a stupid post. =D
Gonna change my blog template.

Okay... I never did this but, this is a quick post before I go to somewhere and I would eventually piss someone off if I don't.

A friend said maybe I suit classical, but no to others. Well, maybe its truth.
I started to think and I realise its kinda true...
But I could not stand pissing people off but I really dun have talent on this. ( at least a friend n me thought)

Anyway... I will try to have some positive mood instead of negatives I'm having now.
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I'm so dang-ing hungry.

I love to lay on my bed in night, and let music fill up my world. Really comfortable.

I'm sometimes (or most of the time) emo at night. (its the nice time to emo huh) 

There is something going on around my friend... Its just some...weird.

Btw, found out a truth(i should have realize long time ago)

When a boy likes a girl, he would try to get closer to her(of course) and closer to her friends. Maybe they think that having some mutual good friend can help them in chasing girl??

I am having some too-over-imagination... know that is not gonna happen.

Will write again if I got mood. =)

PMR IS OVER NOW.

That does not mean to me, like I think it was, all happy and something...

Times before PMR were happier (dang I even wished to take PMR again) ..Anyways everything is going on like not very good. Some friends are leaving and I think I'm gonna miss them. =(

Who knows about future? Something might just happened so suddenly.

Quit the emo.

Btw, me, Ant. plus YJ gonna kinda perform on next monday. (to all the form 3?) We joined because of me never sang on the stage before, I get those two together with me in the contest.

Like I NEVER introduce song in my blog, but this is seriously nice. =D

(i guess nobody read my blog huh)

' A majestic ball of fire make its dramatic entrance...'
saw it on a Singapore book(standard 6 level man), cool right? XD

anywayss,I'm blogging because people are blogging. I dunno wth am I saying.-.-
There's still two more days to holiday~uh I'm not that excited actually.So, all the form 3 peepss had sit for the SEJARAH paper. And it was like....in Japanese! Because I couldn't understand a single thing. Okay maybe a single. What am I crapping.  = =

Maybe there's no one reading my blog so I can write this...or there is someone will read my blog after PMR...don't kill me or eat me or throw me into sea(btw kl dun have sea) I'm actually kinda relieve/happy/whatever after Sejarah paper because....
Peoples who study cant answer....Peoples like me who dont study also cant answer!!!! -.-
do anyone get what i mean?
actually I did study but I forgot all.That means...I had no talent on Sejarah!!!!urgh


PS:Amelia(if ur reading), hi5 on your latest blog post.LOL