Sometimes I think I'm living as air. Although I hate it, but I always will be ignore by some people. Like seriously peoples are having conversation in group or what, sometimes I just hang there and being invisible.

Only the last two line is for me. =)

I'm in SERIOUS negative mood.

I may not talk about this before... But the only person can make me go mad angry is my mum. I am not a good daughter I know.She is super annoying. But..! Now I realized she had her upgrade version...That is my grandma. Okay! I know I am not also a good granddaughter. Who cares btw?

So she came to my house, and decided to stay here for like few days. This is one of my... thing ( I forgot the word ) I think someone knows it. I hate sharing bed. And I have to share bed now. UGH.

Watching / Hearing them gossiping will make you have strong desire to hit someone or f***ing burn the house up.  Serious.

Anyway, I just update my blog with all negative mood. Know thats not good.

I had no idea why my back muscle sore since I woke up this morning. Ugh.

Its almost half December is passed... Like I'm gonna say it again : WHY DID TIME FLIES SO FAST?
Actually next year would not be a good year for me (i think so), because I chose science stream!! That has 3 subjects of science ( urgh physics ) and every paper have paper 2. Some even has paper 3. (WTH?!)

Btw, we(the pmr sitters)gonna take our results on next thursday! Which is the same day we celebrate 'dong zhi' where we eat tang yuan and grow one age(chinese age = =)... Hmm jpm sure know how to ruin some good mood.

Ya gonna be like that? Hope not.

The bunny is cute. Meh.

I'm really bored.

This is a no-transport-day so I'm force to absent my ballet class and sit in front of the computer, try to figure out how can I get my to do list check.
Okay...lets see.

1. Blog
 Doing it now.

2. Watch any unfinished anime/movie.
I'm rewatching it = =

3. Lose weight.
Just ignore it.

4. Go movie with friends.
Unfortunately for me, no friends are free....maybe gonna watch with my mum

5. Write some story.
Cheese..... I mean Cis! no inspiration.

Feel like going out.... But this whole week is the NO TRANSPORT WEEK!!! Damn. I know this post is boring.

PS: My to-do-list had 24 options, not just only 5 but I guess no one would like to know every of it. =)

OMG ITS DECEMBER!!!!

Why the hell did time pass like so freaking fast?? 

My mind still stuck at November and feeling like its only the beginning of holiday. 

Uhh.

Okay so its December....which means three things

1. Its one month before we get back to school... to poop-ing form 4!!!!(and maybe 10+ subjects to study)

2. I'm still wasting my life doing nothing all these days...probably will waste it till next year

3. My freaking concert is coming REALLY SOON. And I don't really know every dance well...

I dunno what to say.

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(Here's some pictures to replace my blankness)

I really need to get my list done. At least a few.

I HAD NOTHING TO WRITE.

Ugh. Okay..... So I am writing with my totally-blank-brain because I saw people updating their blog that reminds me my to-do-list-of-holiday (everything is not check) which I just made out of fun because I'm spending my life with lots of crap (which im still doing) without planning something to do.

I'm predicting I can't really get everything on it done.... I always does on my every to-do-list.

Maybe its also because of I always got some ridiculous idea that I can't done it in really life...( just done it in imagination huh...btw my imagination is really great...not a thing to proud of) 

Maybe I am. =)

I wonder whats wrong with my brain, or my memory. I cant really remember things like I could before.

I just forgot what I wanna blog. = =

Nevermind, I'll just think another thing to blog about.

*Thinking......*

Okay I got one. 

To all those not-anime-lover, you might get bored with this post. (i alrdy given warning kay...)

I just recently got back to watch BLEACH, which I left 10 something episode unwatched while PMR.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG........

I'm just a bleach freak. Can ignore me if u want to.

Just love the latest ending song of it. =)

Those who are anti-anime ( i guess non of my friend is it huh) or u feel like leaving just leave this. =D

Because of my super boring holiday... I decided to blog everyday!!!

Remember not to check out my blog everyday because I might be lying. =D

I'm going to dance k-pop in my ballet concert part II !!! Prepare something to block ur eyes if u dun wanna see my very-weird-dancing. I maybe look weird to those never see I dance kpop... I looked weird to myself too.

Uh... nothing to say. 

WARNING : DO NOT LOOK FORWARD TO MY DANCE. reason : i dunno why.

Remember I'd wrote I be easily in an emo mood at night? well guess really no one read my blog, so I remember it myself =D

I was looking through the traffic of my blog and found out that I really had VERY LESS visitors and I just somehow saw this post titled : 啊~！！！ written on May 23 ,2010 that had 6 pageviews.

And when I saw that, I was like ' wth is this title...its so stupid...hahahhahahaha' ( stupid people create stupid post..or post title)

I know this is a stupid post. =D
Gonna change my blog template.

Okay... I never did this but, this is a quick post before I go to somewhere and I would eventually piss someone off if I don't.

A friend said maybe I suit classical, but no to others. Well, maybe its truth.
I started to think and I realise its kinda true...
But I could not stand pissing people off but I really dun have talent on this. ( at least a friend n me thought)

Anyway... I will try to have some positive mood instead of negatives I'm having now.
> <

I'm so dang-ing hungry.

I love to lay on my bed in night, and let music fill up my world. Really comfortable.

I'm sometimes (or most of the time) emo at night. (its the nice time to emo huh) 

There is something going on around my friend... Its just some...weird.

Btw, found out a truth(i should have realize long time ago)

When a boy likes a girl, he would try to get closer to her(of course) and closer to her friends. Maybe they think that having some mutual good friend can help them in chasing girl??

I am having some too-over-imagination... know that is not gonna happen.

Will write again if I got mood. =)

PMR IS OVER NOW.

That does not mean to me, like I think it was, all happy and something...

Times before PMR were happier (dang I even wished to take PMR again) ..Anyways everything is going on like not very good. Some friends are leaving and I think I'm gonna miss them. =(

Who knows about future? Something might just happened so suddenly.

Quit the emo.

Btw, me, Ant. plus YJ gonna kinda perform on next monday. (to all the form 3?) We joined because of me never sang on the stage before, I get those two together with me in the contest.

Like I NEVER introduce song in my blog, but this is seriously nice. =D

(i guess nobody read my blog huh)

' A majestic ball of fire make its dramatic entrance...'
saw it on a Singapore book(standard 6 level man), cool right? XD

anywayss,I'm blogging because people are blogging. I dunno wth am I saying.-.-
There's still two more days to holiday~uh I'm not that excited actually.So, all the form 3 peepss had sit for the SEJARAH paper. And it was like....in Japanese! Because I couldn't understand a single thing. Okay maybe a single. What am I crapping.  = =

Maybe there's no one reading my blog so I can write this...or there is someone will read my blog after PMR...don't kill me or eat me or throw me into sea(btw kl dun have sea) I'm actually kinda relieve/happy/whatever after Sejarah paper because....
Peoples who study cant answer....Peoples like me who dont study also cant answer!!!! -.-
do anyone get what i mean?
actually I did study but I forgot all.That means...I had no talent on Sejarah!!!!urgh


PS:Amelia(if ur reading), hi5 on your latest blog post.LOL

Umm.....

I'm gonna talk about study and exam again.(boring...)well I dun have other things to say at this time. = |

People say if u wanna be a lawyer your Sejarah must be good(nah i dun wanna). so I dun get the point for studying sejarah since its so useless(to me) btw, we dun have really many lawyer in our country...(which means...we dun need many people to study sejarah since most people dun have talent on it)
Anywayss, I'm saying this because of my Super Duper Sucking Sejarah Result~~~know what? I fail if i got 4 marks less.

Peepss sitting for PMR~~~we got 20 days something to PMR!!!!
that doesn't sound good for me. =(

Headache ><

OKAY MY MUM IS SUPER ANNOYING.(ignore that)

so its been a week holiday!!!!(yay~~~~)uh there's nothing to yay about. = = ...

in this week I am SUPPOSED TO

1. STUDY(books : muahaha come get me~~~wth)
2. STUDY
3. STUDY

I got that uncheck first.....

and...in this week I am NOT SUPPOSED TO

1. watch tv(plus some junk food~~)
2. play games and 'kinda' addicted back to fb
3. sleep too much~~my favourite
4. blogging!!!! like I'm doing it now~haha(anyway its not funny)

and then I got it all check...=D

for dudes going to PMR~~~we all got less than 40 days!!!!

thats so sad....for me

Weekend is so NOT for reading~!!!(I mean studying)

Just an update because I see my blog is full of dust.XD

I dun think there is any visitor by this time...so i'll just write and i read..lol

-I want to sing a song for you Sing for my soul

btw,did anyone notice my header??

=D

I love KRS....punya bear =D

Lalalalalala~~~~

so recently my school had organized two IMPORTANT EVENTSSSS~~~

that is-Hari Sukan + Hari Carnival

Hari Sukan-as you all know im involved in the cheer thingy....

Hari Carnival-as you all...i dunno u all know or not, im involved in the KRS stall thingy~~~

Actually there's nothin special bout that day...except~

-I am the earliest-reached-school one.(which is unusual bcoz....im always the latest as you all know)

-Our stall had no electricity for half day.i think.(then we cannot make sandwich)

-When we finally had our electricity back....Koon Ming cant stop buttering bread.(i duno the word for that...or maybe margarine-ing bread??)

And then and then.....

yesterday is the day of INTERVIEW~~~(sound effect:dang dang dang danggggg~~~)

lol i think i am the fastest although jing xuan said he is.

bwahahaha i was kinda nervous then when my turn i wanna go jump sea....

but there's no sea in SMKB nor in KL so I went up....

But then i found out interview was not that....hard maybe.

People ask u questions u answer and if can, zat mereka...LOL

easy peasy lahh XD

but there's a camp to go on next week....

if success dy we get a star on our shoulder...

I WANNA GO~~~~(the reason is.....read my introduction of myself on the right)

but I dun wanna go alone...T_T

I hate being alone....or feeling it.

Muahaha Sport Day~~~ =D

Ignore my title first~~~I<3 McD!!!!

one of my favourite ice-cream =D

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Okay~talk bout Starbucks.

Last last Sunday I had my first breakfast at Starbucks~~!!!

And my first oh-so-expensive paid by myself breakfast.

Me and Amelia and Antonia went to movie and me and Amelia had breakfast while Antonia go her rock climbing class.

We watched Diary Of A Wimpy Kid 2...Kinda funny.

Since we had no money,we window-shopped everywhere and we reached Kitschen.

Da-da-da-danggggg~Time of trying on clothes~~!!!

One of the clothes~

My breakfast~~<3(btw its kinda too sweet)

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Back to my title~~~Sports Day =D

The Geroda's cheerleading team got number 2!!!!(which is us)

I didn't know even cheerleaders get a prize when u win.Hahah.

anywaysssssss

Glad its over~~~I can go back home and sleep!!!!(no need to stay back lahh)

star =D

Jun Bin

tryin to act cool huh

the newest pom-pom extension!!!

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FYI I think my fun day is officially end.

Needa study again =(

Dance =D

Things I realized today:

1. Maybe my blog template is too dark.(but stars can only be seen in dark background)

2. I forgot what it is.(dun blame me on this,had to admit I'm really getting old)

3. I had no inspiration for all the time I din update my another blog....this morning I had some but no idea how to continue it.

4. I love the House Of Night series.(although I am only reading the second book)

Okay~back to topic.

Ytd and ytd's ytd(let's not be so confusing) 7th and 8th of June, me and Sabrina and some other ballet friends went to some ballet studio to have our workshop.(of ballet)

There is two classes which is one for basic(on demi pointe) and one for Intermediate and above(on pointe),if I am not mistaken.

I took the first one and chose to observer the next one.

As you all know(if you know me), I'm the typical sweat-a-lot people. Dun ask me why because I dun really know...maybe its the genetic thing because my mom does sweat a lot,too.

Our teacher called Mr.Colin Peasley.He's from Australia and is some kind of education manager of the society.(thats why he's teaching us)He got the dancer experience for 50 years.Woah.

Because of the suckish camera my phone had,I din took any picture.

heyya all =D

I have to admit that I always duno what to title my post.So I just simply titled it lah.=D

For this holiday my schedule is(luckily)not empty...or not I'll be found dead of boringness in my home.hahha.

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Wednesday (1/6/2011)

I went to a tour named tour3(if not mistaken) with other three pretties~Amelia,Chia Yee and Ying Ching~!!!(btw its CY birthday)

We were supposed to reach the Bukit Nanas monorail at 10.15 a.m. but we reached there by 10.30 a.m...Nevermind~the race haven start..

We knew two new friends~~~proud to say I had my first friend from Singapore!!!!Elizabeth~shes prettyy^^and Sue Anne was our marshal!!!Shes from Melaka~They all spoke English very well...so I didn't really talk much because my pronounciation of english is weird.Haha.

After the race and after we said bye to Elizabeth and Sue Anne..we walked from Petaling Street to Pavillion(which took an hour).OMG so proud of myself..XD

We originally was planning to watch movie but there wasn't a suitable time to watch so we went to eat KFC.(the oily chicken is so gross)When we're full we walked around Pavillion.

Before we went home we managed to have a cup of starbucks~~~~

Amelia got her first starbuck and I got my first starbuck's tissue(now its in washing machine) XDD.

I mean I had drank starbuck before but I never use its tissue.

Ying Ching's dad fetched us to the KTM station so we dont have to get stuck in the train with peoples.=D

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Thursday (2/6/2011)

Went to Karen's house before her mum fetched us to 1 Utama.

Met Antonia there.

Karen bought lots of stuff and I(proudly)only bought a pair of earring.(cheer for me)

But eating and movie does cost a lot too.

We watched X-MEN.Not bad though.

I had nothing much to write bout this day except for Karen's so-regret-for-not-buying-the-shirt-from-cotton-on. Hahah. She first saw the shirt that cost RM50 for one but RM75 for two.She took two different colour of it to try and one colour doesn't have her size so she decided not to buy.After that she was so regret and she went back to cotton on and cant find her size of the shirt she tried.

Ending:Karen didn't buy the shirt.

Lolz.

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As you all know taking photos is always not my job...so for photos go to Amelia's fb.^^

This is what I wore ytd.(the only photo i took)

Duhhhh

FYI I can't really stay at home and had nothing to do on holiday.That'll make me gain very much weight.(based on my plan:later gonna watch tv and eat all the junkie food)

I had to say that luckily peoples does not pay attention to me....

Well I still thinkin bout it....but I think it will fade away soon.

OMGOMGOMG!!!

Okay...this is one of so-long-ago-since-last-post post.again.

today was going fine...except for few things.

I spent four periods before recess(everyone in my school did)in the hall because of Pn.Au retirement.shows were quite good.And then after recess time I and Kai Xian been forced to attend the cheers practice even though we forgot to bring the pjk shirt.(I was seriously jumping in my uniform and sweating like hell)

But then after school,me and Kai Xian plus Sabrina waited for KX's driver to come.We waited for so damn long(I was like'ooh white car!!!!<-said that when every white car pass by(bcoz KX said her car is in white)And when it finally came,we squeezed ourself into the car and went to WaterFront.Sabrina went back to her house.

Just me and KX left.We walked to Karen's house.And blah blah blah(cookin....eatin....)umm....I was just eating and not cooking.We gossip a little when we finished the pasta.It was 4 when Wen Jin leave.Me,Amelia,Karen and KX decided to go to the club house and we ended up sitting by the pool and gossip~

Then we went to Coffee Bean and continued to gossip.Thats when we found out some prob.

Can I just stop thinking it now?!!Whats wrong with my brain?

OMG~~~~~~~~~~~

PS~for photos go to FB.(actually not sure if they're going to upload it)

So what

I WANNA CRY.

Like something is missing in somewhere.

Dunno why I'm feeling like that, maybe just emo-ing...

But I just feel like crying.

Yeah I know...sooo long time ago since my last post.

But too tired after school, I don't have time for internet, or blogging.

Ok maybe I had....but just lazy to turn on computer(sometimes my dad were using)

At this time I really had nothing to write about.

Emm....so recently I've been doing this:

-reading Fallen for two weeks(yay i finally finish it today)

-joining cheerleading(which i actually hates sometime)

-preparing to prepare for exam...(which means i just getting myself ready to read books)

-changed my shampoo(i had nothing to write)

That cheer thingy actually made my leg feel hurt.

And I actually had ballet exam after that...

But my examiner is so prettyyyyy~(she really does)

Because of reasons on above, I think I had just messed it up.

Gotta eat.Bye.

boredddd

Same as the title.....

I'M BORED AND I WANNA HIT SOMETHING!!!

Btw,found out two truths today....

my hair does smells good(or my shampoo).(ignore this if u feel like to)

i was suppose doing my freaking chinese article and join the whatever-it-is contest(where the teacher force everyone to join)but HELL I DUNNO WHAT TO WRITE!!!!

I've been writing 2 or 3 opening or pendahuluan of some stories and none of them can i continue writing to 500 words...damn it.

Uhhh...

suddenly thinking of a song(if that count as one)Opera by Vitas.its....well i dunno how to say about it,just go search in youtube i think u'll find it.

Oh one more truth...

I don't really like to take pictures...now only i realize it.

I went out for 5 days for this holiday(if not mistaken) and everytime Amelia was taking pictures...well maybe if i get DSLR(i suppose that is the name,huh?)i will probably start taking pictures.hehe.

Last one that i could think of.

there's a modern dancing competition that I,Amelia,Antonia,Diane and Sabrina will be joining...We're dancing contemporary,and i think no much people knows what that is.

actually i do think maybe we could win...

Wow...

this could be one of my so-many-words-post....XD

i just couldn't say much in english.

Pavillion+Sungei Wang

Erm.


Happy Chinese New Year!!!
恭喜发财！！！ (红包拿来！！！）
Selamat Tahun Baru Cina!!!

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As you see the title,
Me+Amelia+Antonia+Karen gone to Pavillion~
And of course,
We went to shopsss!!!


Pavillion-FOREVER 21
Karen said the shop was huge,
and it was!!!
huge with clothes~


We tried many and many clothes,
the rules is max 5 clothes so we all keep taking clothes in n bringing clothes out~
btw,THE FITTING ROOM WAS AWESOME.
I think we spent few hours there...
but too bad I didn't buy any clothes.=(


And then Sungei Wang.
There got many clothes shop and all are very cheap!!!
But we cannot try on lah.(i think thats why they sell it so low price)
I didn't buy anything because I'm exhausted...
So we go to have a tea~


After that we went home,
the monorail was okay(no much people)
but we are squeezing each other in the ktm.(in my word,like sardin)
From KL Sentral to Kepong,five stops.
When we reached,I'm sweating like been to sauna..
Can loose some fat maybe...hehe

food(not bad)

PS:For other photos,go to FB.

I'm planning to go shopping alone.If I can do that.=D

Untitled

I'm in morning session.
Yeah.

Maybe it's weird
but I hates sleeping at this time,
eleven something i think.
But if I'm in afternoon session,
I would be sleeping like pig right now.

So NOW,
I'm writing a boring post with nonsenses,
listening to 'Just the way you are'.
Oh.
It had finished.

Mine.

I feel bad.
still coughing.
the thing i drank doesn't seem working
but whatever.
Tomorrow,
shit it's Monday.

I don't really know why
but my schedule is
compare to last years
there's no much time for me to done my own things
maybe like shopping or some other stuff.(u know me~)
Everyday there's gonna be something or somewhere to go..
Tuition or ballet or activity or school stupid things.
Whatever.

I know this post is super boring.
Just ignore it.